Musicians Beware

Musicians beware of the music monster that lurks in ours souls. I remember when Barren Cross was in the beginning stages. We were on our way, playing concerts, recording demos. Enigma records became interested in signing the band. That was great, but it took nine months to finally finish the deal. During that time another band that was at the same level as Barren Cross signed with there record label and had made there first record and was touring. I was so jealous of them. I cried out to God, " How could you do this to me" bring me all this way just to leave me. That music monster was raging in me. In the end it all worked out and God had to deal with my foolish pride. Music is a hard thing to deal with if you are a musician. It takes some skill to kill the monster. I call that monster the spirit of the musician. When I chose musicians to come over seas to do worship with me the first thing that I look for is, does this person have that monster in check. If you are a musician today and that monster rages in you, repent and humble yourself. Begin praying for other musicians, that God will bless them.

That's all I have to say bout that

Jim

Where is my passion!!!

I think that everyone has a passion for one thing or another. For me it is leading worship, teaching and traveling with Pastor Bob to minister at festival's over seas. I recently felt very burned out with leading worship at my church. I did not feel the passion for it that I once felt. I realized that I needed a break from my passion to regain my passion for my passion. That sounds confusing. So I am on a six week break and it has been good. I am going to take this time to hear God, seek His face. When I return I know that I will be refreshed with a new vision.

My son threw up at the table

A few weeks ago my son Hunter got sick and threw up at dinner time. I have a very weak stomach and had to turn away while my wife Lisa cleaned him up. Once he was cleaned I could then look at him. This reminded me of how our heavenly father can not look on our sinfulness. Jesus comes and cleans up the mess that we have made so the Father can have fellowship with us. I am thankful for the blood that was shed for my sin, how about you.

Blessings

Jim

Barren Cross

I have been talking to the rest of the Band about playing several concerts next year. Please pray for Gods perfect will. Barren Cross has a few myspace accounts out there check them out.

Jim